Saturday, July 18, 2009

坚持~

我第一次觉得很辛苦,很压力...很多东西都让我很烦...我才知道长大了什么都得靠自己...最近都一直睡不好,当我闭上眼睛,我脑里却不停的想着东西...
当我真正睡下了,却已经是很夜了...我真的才知道压力可以让一个人很痛苦...
其实我真的很害怕,每天问自己真的能够做到吗?为什么别人可以轻松做到,我却那么难??
到底什么问题?!我该从那里改变?!我的时间不多了...我真的不能就这样放弃...
我还可以坚持下去吗??我好想可以好好睡一顿觉~

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Can i have my happy life?

i can feel tat my babe vian so happy now...
i reli so xian mu her...izzit she is after break wit ex so get the happiness now??
why ppl can do tat what they wanna do de thing?why i cant??
i knw my mumi feeling,i knw she sad,i so regret last time still give him chance!
i wan bck before my life..i reli hate my life now!
i hate myself t0o...i hurt my mumi,hurt myself t0o...
when just can bck my mumi beside?
when just can stop crying when in night??
must be strong!!!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

mIss her???

Sometime i miss her so much...miss the time when we play...
when we together study...when she scold me...and all memories i with her...
why we cant like before le??izzit the reason is cuz HIM??
or is me stop study le??many question i wanna ask her...but i reli not dare...
If time can turn bck... ... ...IS VERI GOOD!!
but i knw mayb she nt mind this all...
I miss the time so much!!!!!