Back To MIRI

Later 5am i have to go back miri dy...so tonite i din sleep...

cuz scare later cant wake up...haha~i come kl here got 3 week dy,

got some bu se de lor,cuz ytd din go dao shopping...T.T...

hmmm...miss my mumy so much,yeah~later can saw her luxh...

my mum sure miss me much and much,i miss my team too...

they are always in my heart,cuz i know they is always support me and never leave

me,yes!tats right...but go back le cant meet them 1st,need help mumy care shop...T.T...

DuNNo when just can go center meet them,also dunno when mum come back...

huhhh~~~mumy ya..fast come back ohhh!!i wan go meet my fren ya...>.<

YES!!!!

Today i going shopping again..DA SHOU HUO...haha...

so happy...today 2sumthing wake up,after take bath going to times square luxh~

today just me and dady go out..T.T...after shopping we go oil town take dinner...

hehe~i become so fat le...haixxx!!!

i now look like babi...arrrrr~~keep fit...!!!

I need a really fren

SOmetime i will think back i got really fren or not??but the answer always is

NO...sometime i feel lonely in my life...if i dun have BF,thn i sure is more boring,

more lonely,FREN is important in my life,but i always cant found a really fren

in my beside...I need a fren talking wit me,i need a gal pei me shopping and ...

...even i now at kl,but i also dun feel i at here...

Izzit i walk wrong way???i now wan FAN QI or not??

what do i want??i wan stay at here or... ???

many question in my mind,But i can sure tat i dun like miri...

There is a place i hate...because of i walk in the wrong way...

Tat is not i want de...i have to found my happy at other place...

Tats all i need to do...YES!!!

最近很不开心

这两天我好不开心...原来自己那么多问题,很感谢他们愿意说出我的问题...

让我意识到外面的朋友和里面朋友的差别...在人最失落的时候都只会哭,

难道哭真的能解决吗?哭只是种发泄的工具...问题到最后还是要解决,

刚开始我会哭,但后来自己静下来想想,原来哭很没用...软弱的人能够

做大事吗?答案是不能...

改变自己才能解决问题...如今我选择改变自己...相信自己...

谢谢你们愿意说出我的问题...

唉~我最近肥了2 kg...!!!!不过我有很好的解决方案哦..哈哈~

想不想知道是什么?嘻嘻...

开心过每一天吧...

Unhappy SUnday

Today with dady and fren going center,after tat we go pakson,

bou and double star...so tired this few day,feel wanna get sick already,

mayb is not enough rest,and this few day wearther damn hot!!@.@

last nite going thai bar for a while only,after tat we go victoria,this is the

1st time i go victoria,not really fun..hmmm..thn we jiu go damai le...

till 1somthing just bck,TIRED!!!

today got some not happy,but i try to smile with anyone...

just wan to say sorry wit ah ong...this is my wrong,

hmmm...this time she come to miri i no more talking wit her,

got some reason so no more talking...hmmm...

meet at lohas camp bah...haha..

very qi dai lohas camp...>.<

Happy birthday to my dear~

Today is my dear cen birthday...wish her always happy with her boy and

her fren...im sorry cant take birthday dinner wit her...

got one week no update my blog already,sometime really donno what

can say in here...just now view my dear cen and babe vi de blog,

feel wanna cry,they life is without me already,haha~

mayb is me hu lie them le..even i no always wit them...

but my heart is still love them so much...hmmm...

just now see my babe blog,she got some unhappy with family..

i know the feeling,i always seen my fren wit family so good...

i very xian mu...just wan to tell my babe,this all will be pass,

just be happy in your life...

嘻嘻...

今天感觉还不错...充实的一天...可是我很情绪化,在这方面我一定会改...

嘻嘻~今天跟我的孩子们做个小meeting,还不错~~他们都很听话...很乖^^

只不过爱玩了点...

我开始讨厌帮人打工,今天也有点小生气,幸亏我没继续做那份4D Magnum的工...

那些argent真的有病,没去做工一天就要收rm500,一张纸没找到也说要收钱,

去training时都没说有这个规定,也没签白纸黑字...竟敢向我要钱...

难道不怕被人告吗?真的是神经有问题...这种工真做不得...

还是我的IBC好...哈哈...

呜呜~下个月我就去kl了,而且还去半个月...有点怕在那边待太久会闷...

一定也会变成大肥婆...哈哈~

睡觉喽~~~~

GOOD NIGHT^^

美好的一天...

今天感觉很累但却很美好...我和岑他们做 4D magnum的工作...

虽然我迟到了，还要看一些脸色...本来我的情绪又要来了，可是一直告诉自己必须改掉，

我在压抑者不好的情绪...幸好我成功了，不过从中还可以学习到一些东西,

就是"打工"真的行不通，很累又不自在...哈哈...而且很晒，走来走去的

不黑是假~没关系吧..再保养吧~

感觉好久没写部落格了,我也没什么空常常上线...

最近我都一直过乐活的生活哦~哈哈...最近我和我的k仔 认识了一班

很可爱的朋友，他们真的很好，很合得来...

最近raya所以我们一班都出去唱歌，看戏，喝茶等等～

常常聚在一起的感觉很美好...哈哈...他们都是我和k仔的孩子~^^

虽然生活过的也不错，但和宝贝们的距离感觉很遥远...

他们的话题似乎我都插不进...更别说能明白他们说什么...

不过也许是我忽略了这一切吧...我会尽我所能去回补这些...^^

嘻嘻～睡觉噜～～～Zzzzzz~nitez:)

不愉快的一天

今天有些不愉快...应该说是最近都是这样...和他一直吵架...

还有些公司的事,一些误会...我不知要不要解决,可是想想还是

算吧,有一天会明白的~有一句话我一直都记在心理,"一切的问题都不是问题"

哈哈,开心的面对将会得到更好的回应...有问题才会成长...

我将会越来越忙哦~哈哈..我要把我的生活转换成充实的生活...

这样才能有美好的人生...哈哈~相信我的宝贝们都过的很好...

昨天我和柔去吃美味可口的ice cream 哦..真的很爽口...

我好想和宝贝们去吃mcdonald啊...好久没有这种感觉了...

嘻嘻~

好闷的国庆日...我和dady去alfresko和bal...

真的好闷喔～可是却不知去那里...

我还向他发脾气...哈哈...

最近真的觉得待在美里越来越闲，好想离开...

可是家里和我自己的经济不允许...我也不想靠家人，只好等...

可是没关系吧，总之很快就会实现...

哈哈...只要我相信，我一定可以办到...

有压力才有动力...!

this few day i feel wanna cry...

but,i not dare to cry...

CRY mean im loser,im not a strong gal...

so i dont'let my tears fall down from my eye...

What can i do???i need a ppl tell me the answer...

what i can do and how to do...

today i not happy,i know "REN" is very xin ku de...

but if i no do tat,what can i do again??

i just keep the feeling in my heart the most deep inside...

anyway..just to be happy,smile always...

回想以前...

今天我和宝贝们出去...好久没看见他们了...可是今天却是不愉快的一天...

babe vi和她男友有些问题，她的问题类式我以前也遇过的...

只是幸好她的男友不是搭上她的好友...不然真的很难受...

看到她这样就想起以前的我，被好友和男友背叛的滋味我永远忘不了

令到我现在还有这种恐惧感，常常对dady发脾气，或是非常在意他和女生

说话，只要他和女生有进一步的说话或动作我都非常探拒，我真的很失败，

都过了那么久我还消除不了心中的恐惧...我也真的很害怕再发生,

也不希望在我朋友身上...因为真的很难受...

看见vi这么难受，我也心疼，吵着不回家的她到底想怎么样？

希望她可以看开吧...我们都会一直sayang她...^^

好想念我的伙伴们，他们还在KL玩呢...真希望他们快快回来....

^^

爱自己，爱别人...

昨天我的心情很低落，找不到有活力的一面...

晚上回到家躺在床上，自己回想很多东西...觉得自己在很多方面

都做不好...

也没有耐心..最近都一直控制不到我的情绪...

我真的需要好好检讨自己，没有人会喜欢这样的一个我...

最近压力好大，有一句话是真的....“有压力才有动力”...

今天我很感动，因为昨晚我信息jon，向他诉苦..哈哈..好可怜的他...

他安慰我很多东西，今天早上就收到我亲爱的伙伴们信息...

他们都很好很会关心人...让我很感动...他们去了kl玩还不忘给我

鼓励...真的很感动...我会试者做个好领袖...

^^

THE SECRET

I Am A Money Magnet

Everything I Touch Turns To Gold

I Have More Riches Than KING Solomos'mines

Money Fall Like An Avalanche Over Me

There Is More money being printed for me right now

I am receiving money making ideals everyday

I am receiving unexpected checks in the mail

I have more than enough money for everything i want

I have my dream home

I have the best of everything

I am grateful and celebrate every day

I know when i ask for what i want

No matter what it is that i want

No matter how impossible it may seem

"IF I BELIEVE AND KNOW IT IS MINE"

the answer must be... ... ...

"YOUR WISH IS MY PLACE"=THE WORD OF GOD

~Dady and MaMi~

My dady and me...he always beside me,always sayang me...

and always dang my chu qi tong...hehe...

even he always make me angry...but he also always when i sad,

cry,happy or fan nao,he also beside me...^^

The sweet memories~

Rou,Jon,kang,vy and fong...they are my bao bei...^^


i so miss the time when we at kk...

love them!hehe..

Miss them so much...

I so miss my babe them...long time din go out with them,either meet also

don't have...really sorry babe,dear,laopo...i think they also having happiness life,

i now enjoy in my business,it let me feel happy and very enjoy...

can go many place and know more friend...

even sometime feel tired and "ya li",but i can find the thing i want,i need...

Yeeeaa~

坚持~

我第一次觉得很辛苦,很压力...很多东西都让我很烦...我才知道长大了什么都得靠自己...最近都一直睡不好,当我闭上眼睛,我脑里却不停的想着东西...
当我真正睡下了,却已经是很夜了...我真的才知道压力可以让一个人很痛苦...
其实我真的很害怕,每天问自己真的能够做到吗?为什么别人可以轻松做到,我却那么难??
到底什么问题?!我该从那里改变?!我的时间不多了...我真的不能就这样放弃...
我还可以坚持下去吗??我好想可以好好睡一顿觉~

Can i have my happy life?

i can feel tat my babe vian so happy now...
i reli so xian mu her...izzit she is after break wit ex so get the happiness now??
why ppl can do tat what they wanna do de thing?why i cant??
i knw my mumi feeling,i knw she sad,i so regret last time still give him chance!
i wan bck before my life..i reli hate my life now!
i hate myself t0o...i hurt my mumi,hurt myself t0o...
when just can bck my mumi beside?
when just can stop crying when in night??
must be strong!!!

mIss her???

Sometime i miss her so much...miss the time when we play...
when we together study...when she scold me...and all memories i with her...
why we cant like before le??izzit the reason is cuz HIM??
or is me stop study le??many question i wanna ask her...but i reli not dare...
If time can turn bck... ... ...IS VERI GOOD!!
but i knw mayb she nt mind this all...
I miss the time so much!!!!!

Reali hope he can understand what i want...

Today when i see my company business centre is opening soon...im reli so happy...
becuz it can make me feel hopeful and feel got "chen jiu gan"...
hehe~but when i thk abt my bro...haiz~~i knw i need standby been boom again...
i reli hope tat he can support what i doing de thing...he never knw my feeling and what i wan..
but he is my lovely bro..jz can listen what he say~~haiz~~~
anyway~i will do the best...let him see tat im nt b4 tat stupid fanshu~
i will jian chi t0 continue do this all~^^